Monday, 12 January 2009

Happy 2 year anniversary to The Hesitant Scribe!!! And Annual Review...

Heal Lisa by Amandaheallisa

I love unicorns, have always loved unicorns and so a friend did this picture for me, entitled Heal Lisa - Lovely isn't it?'!

It was the 2 year anniversary of the blog the other day, and I was thinking - how life can just take a turn for the worse with no warning.    -Friday afternoon the District Nurses came to the house and hooked me up to a syringe driver for anti-nausea drugs, which seem to have started working for me as I've only just started on them (have to wait 48 hrs to see).

So, Friday night - went to bed, and can hardly describe what happened next!!!  It felt like cramp - the kind you get in your big toe only it was in my head... I saw my husband look panicked and then lean across me to get the phone, and just heard him saying something abut an ambulance and then I woke up in the ambulance but wasn't thinking clearly until we were in the hospital.  Apparently I had a fit/seizure due to another tumour that has grown in the frontal lobe I've no idea what this means in real terms and am still in shock to be honest, a bit dazed to say the least!  More medication -  bring it on but the  worse thing is that I can't drive my car no more beekeeper!!!!!

17 comments:

Calistro said...

Oh Lisa I'm so sorry to hear about the latest tumour and the fit. Sending healing vibes your way.

p.s. I was never a huge fan of unicorns but when one of the tutors in the writing course I did a few years back did a shaman meditation thing with us where we had to imagine going down and down and down some steps and then look and see what animal was waiting for us mine was a unicorn!

Everyone else had bears, eagles, wolves etc and I'd really expected mine would turn out to be a dog. It really was an incredibly beautiful image though, I have to say and I've never forgotten it.

JJ said...

Oh sweetie, I'm sorry to hear that. Not a good shock for either of you. Big hugs.

Your friend's picture is really lovely. It's beautiful and peaceful.

Much love to you all.

Zinnia Cyclamen said...

Good about the driver working and husband being on the ball. Bad about the new tumour and the no more driving. So many changes of fortune on your journey - but don't forget, life can take a turn for the better with no warning, too. That's my hope for you. Sending hugs.

Lane said...

Happy 2 Year Blogiversary Lisa and a beautiful picture.

Driver working is good. Very good. The tumour and seizure - not so good of course. It must have been very frightening for you and husband.

I hope you're resting although I know that's not what you want to be doing.
I'm sending you all the healing vibes and hugs I have. x

Caroline said...

I am sending you positive thoughts and healing vibes. Another shitty turn for you, but Zinnia's words are very wise and very true. Hugs and love.

x

Fiona said...

I know you have a journey ahead but it's time for some good stuff to happen.

Sending good vibes to you and nasty ones to the tumours.

Kym said...

So distressed to hear this latest development Lisa. You have been so brave and positive through all your pain and suffering. We are all thinking of you at EH.

hesitant scribe said...

thanks kym, and everyone else - lots of friends and family have gathered, so shall be brief in saying thanks for all of your support through all of this.

Debs said...

Sorry to hear you had such a horrible experience. Am sending positive vibes, love and hugs across cyberspace.

Love the pic, beautiful.

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